Sibuk

Lunch @ Paya Serai

Notes

Certificate

Year end is just around the corner! arrgghhh

Caca-merba

Emosi terganggu? ha!
Dont give reasons
Even all this while
Memang sentiasa emosi terganggu
Aku malas nak layan
Kos minyak aku kena travel jauh2...
Ko nak tanggung ke?
Duhh sangat.
Minta itu ini
Tapi...
Hish..
Sungguh BENGANG!
KAMU!
As I mentioned..
Don't give excuses

U!
I penat!
Dengan segalanya
Aku bukan boneka
Apa lagi?
You want your life back,
I am returning it to u!
Don't waste my f*cking time!
I tried to understand u!
But it seems...
NO!
I hate it so much!

U2..
EGO?
ha!
I dont have the patience anymore
Everyday is like living in
HELL!
YES!
Apple of the eyes
is always the perfect ones!
The black sheep,
is not appreciated!
I am suffocating!


p/s: tiada kena mengena dgn yang hidup ataupun yang mati!

sudah 3 tahun...

kawan2..bulan ni ulangtahun saya yang ke-3...di syarikat ini! saya sedikit berdebar sebab saya orang pertama untuk dipertimbangkan. U know..the INCREMENT! ha3..dubdab2.. saya sangat yakin, saya boleh dapat seperti yang diharapkan... ha3 kita harus ada keyakinan, barulah semua menjadi!
Oh pasal permohonan untuk menjadi Chartered Accountant, setelah difikirkan kembali, saya akan mohon pada pertengahan bulan Jun. Sebab MIA punya accounting period ended 30/6/2010. Jadi pada 1 Julai, semua ahli kena membayar yuran keahlian... Sekiranya saya memohon sekarang, saya kena bayar untuk tahun berakhir 2010 dan 2011 (mahal ok!)
Doakan semoga saya dapat increment yang best2!


p/s: pernah dapat 50% increment and 8 mths bonus! (that was the best year in my 6 years working life!)

the biggest loser asia

I know it's only a game. but i think most of the contestant in this program is all very selfish and arrogant. sorry to say, but it's true you guys were fat before joining this program, and since you were the chosen ones, you are considered lucky.
I really adore baby kevin. I think this program has boost his self confidence and eventhough you can't really see the dramatic changes yet, but until yesterday he has lost 41kg!
But I was kind of sad he got eliminated yesterday. I still remembered every word why Marilyn choose him, "this particular person will need more than 6 months to loose weight" (something like that) duh! You are talking that to another big size person, whilst you too a big size person! Then if you think baby kevin needs more than 6 months, you should proof to the audience that you can loose more weight (MORE THAN 3 kg) next week and hopefully you are able to stay until the final round to at least hit 100kg!
The thing is she only managed to loose 36kg to date, while kevin is more! Kevin, no matter what, you need to change your lifestyle and hopefully you be able to shed those extra fats! (You were so cute when you sang that song to Kristy!)
Then there is this one guy who refused (David) to eliminate his own ex-team mate. Blue team blah2... my god! There is only 1 member left in red team (eventhough now is on individual) so if not next week or the week after, you surely will have to vote out one of your ex-team member!
There is 3 more elimination rounds before the finale! It's tough but my guessing is that the ladies will be eliminated before the finale. YUP!
And I personally think among the guys, Carlo might win TBLA!
Oh btw, TONY, if you think you are so great, try to work out on your own INDEPENDENTLY! Kristy is only giving you motivation! Duh!!!!

http://www.biggestloserasia.com/index.php/site/index

cuti rehat

esok keje. bestkan cuti lama2. banyak benda boleh buat. tapi bila fikir esok keje tetiba rasa macam satu penyeksaan. ha3 tapi yang bestnya minggu depan cuti lagi. ye ha! i suka cuti2 percuma ni. bukannya apa. tak de plan apa2 pun cuma yelah cutilah masanya untuk berehat, mengemas, membaca, tonton tv, tidur, malas2. ha3 I memang jadi couch potato tau! makn tido je keje I. Adalah juga tolong2 buat keje rumah tapi lebih banyak tido dari buat keje. ha3
btw cuti kali ni bukanlah cuti yang begitu mengembirakan hati.

Aku kecewa!
Kenapa? Apa yang berlaku?
Well, let me put it this way, whatever happened, happens for a reason.
I have to be strong.
Tapi aku sedih. Aku lemah!
Semua sebab KAMU!
Mengapa ia harus jadi begini?!
Aku sangat bingung.
Kecewa.
Sedih.

you are the love of my life

should i explain more?

Siblings Day Out Part 2

Date: 30 Jan 2010
Location: Sunway Pyramid

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Have u read today's news? I am so mad with people like this. Stupid! In human! Geram aku dibuatnya!

Halal Certified

Susahlah macam ni. At least kat KL, semua tempat served Halal certified food. This is something that bothers me so much lately. I will be going to Singapore attending a 3 days seminar @ Singapore Management University and I am staying at one of the lavish hotel nearby, given a deluxe room which cost me SGD180.00 per night(inclusive breakfast). Accommodation dah settle, tapi flight je I tak uruskan lagi. (Sebenarnya boleh je tinggal kat rumah my aunties kat sana, tapi sebab University tu terletak kat Orchard Road, boss cakap duduk je kat hotel!)
Flight I order terus dari agent. Nak naik budget flights, timing semua tak cantik. Kemungkinan besar I pilih SIA or MAS.
So issue pasal makan memang menjadi keutamaan. Nasib baik I tanya. Hotel memang tak de Halal Certified. Ibu cakap makan je roti n sayur. I argue habis tu utensils semua macam mana? Ibu kate waktu darurat. OKlah. So I will stick with bread and salads! (matilah I jadi kurus dalam masa 3 hari.Ha3) Lepas tu makanan masa seminar lak. Since the seminar is being held at a University, I THINK there will be halal food somewhere! ha3 Tolonglah takkan nak bawa bekal kot! Kat mana pula nak pergi beli?! ha3
Then makan malam pula macam mana? Ibu pesan makan ikan je! ha3. I malas nak menyusahkan aunties and uncles. Pandai2lah I hidup kat sana!

Collection

Since graduated, I am back with my hobby that is READING. It's a habit since young. But I put it on hold since I started doing my bachelor 4 years ago. I never realize I have lots of books collection, some dated way back in 1989(kindergarten). Collection of Sweet Valley series(kids/twins), comic (Archie and Friends), Nancy Drew (too name a few). Then when I grew tired of reading these kind of books (meant for teenagers), I was introduced to Jeffry Archer & John Grisham (much more heavy reading). I think there was few years I left my hobby for my studies. I just couldn't find the time to read at least a book a month.
But it is kind of obsession. Now my collection of books is growing and my choices of author is expanding. I am into Cecilia Ahern, Dorothy Koomson, Sophie Kinsella and the latest ones is from Meg Cabot. (I do read few infamous author(can't remember who), personally I think their books are great too). Heather Wells Mysteries is books for adults. BEST GILER! I dah habis baca SIZE 12 IS NOT FAT.
Sekarang tiap kali balik kerja tak sabar nak siap2 nak nak sambung balik. Mungkin malam ni I akan start SIZE 14 IS NOT FAT EITHER. Fuh!

tie Rack

The scarves all the way from London.

This Is So Fashion

The Trip

I am not sure about you but I LOVE going to hospitals, especially the private ones. But if I have to be admitted, I don't think I would like to spend a night there. ha3 These private hospitals, for my opinion, is more like a hotel but with doctors and nurses and patients. ha3 It is kind of expensive when you want to get the best treatment (that's why you need an insurance beb!)

Damansara Specialist Hospital

Well my trip to the hospital last Friday was because of the daily migraine attack I've been getting since New Year. The pain is so indescribable, and if it happens during working hours, I can't do anything except I NEED TO SLEEP! All this while, I took Panadol Actifast for fast relief and I can take it even with empty stomach. But it doesn't work on me anymore. I went to see doctor, and was given a higher dosage painkiller but it has to be taken after meal.
I've made an appointment on Tue, and after few changes on the appointment (I kept changing it due to unforeseen circumstances), I've decided to go on Fri (better now or never).
I reached DSH at 9.30am. Well one thing about DSH is the parking. I parked quite far, about 5 mins walking distance to the hospital. Once I reached the lobby, I went up to the specialist clinic located on the 1st Floor. My neurosurgeon is Dr Azmi. He reminds me of my lecturer, Dr Azmi! He taught me Corporate Secretary. ha3 The neurosurgeon looks like my lecturer! ha3 BTW, I was the first patient so around 10am I was facing the neurosurgeon and telling him about the pain, lifestyle, work, etc. While he was checking on my senses, we chatted about books and about my bachelor.
After awhile, (knocking here and there, ha3) he asked me to go for CT scan. So the nurse took me down to the x-ray hall and waited patiently for my name to be called. I was a bit afraid actually but since I was constantly sms-ing si dia and few of my friends, I feel a bit calm. It was already 11am. I am not good at waiting, so I tried to relax myself, just looking at my surroundings and the peoples. Around 11.15am my name was called.

The exact machine-Google pic

The first thing I saw was the CT scan. It was huge. The room was huge! The doctor asked me to took off my scarf and if I am wearing any jewelery, I have to remove it too. Since the scan if for the head, I do not have to change into the robe. After doing so, the doctor (a female doctor) asked me to lie down on the bed. She adjusted my head and everything and covered me with a blanket. Alamak lama ke nak kena scan? ha3 Then she asked me to close my eyes and do not move. I feel that the bed was moving upwards and towards the scan. (Nilah padah tengok House/ER banyak sangat) I can feel that I was IN the scan because the was this soft machine sound. And without I realized it, everything was done by a blink of an eye! The doctor asked me to wait for the result which will take about 30mins to 1 hr.
Yes, I waited! ha3 it was kind of fun actually seeing all this people waiting for their turns for x-rays, the front desk nurses explaining what to be done to those who wants to do x-ray, some decorating the office, and there was this kid (the latest crocs victim) in a wheel chair whaling for his mother(well sort of like he wants attention). Around 12pm, I've gotten my result and I went back to the neurosurgeon's clinic.


The scan results was ok. Nothing wrong with my brain. The skull is perfect. He referred me to see an eye doctor. Before that, he gave me a prescription for 1 month and I will be seeing him again next month! After that, I went straight to see my eye doctor, but she didn't managed to examine me because I was wearing a contact lens and I didn't bring the contact lens's case! I arranged to see her on Sat morning.
Basically everything was for 3 hrs. (including waiting at the pharmacy and paying the bills)


I will have to take the hypertension pill on daily basis, and the eye drops every 4 hrs. the rest of the pills (sumatriptan & etoricoxib) is taken when needed, AFTER meal.

My brain

bila mata....

It has been 4 days without my favorite drink. I miss my Nescafe so much. But I've stopped drinking it due to doctor's advice. But I think with or without Nescafe, I still have migraine attack. So today, I am feeling so sleepy. I am not sure why. I was a bit hesitate to make a cup of Nescafe but thinking of the aroma and the temptation, I can't resist it. A cup of Nescafe it is! Syiok giler.
Tapi kan, cuaca kat luar ni mendung je. Ada Nescafe pun mata I tetap ngantuk. I tak boleh fokus. Memang berat betul mata ni nak buka. Tolonglah! Kerja sangat banyak ni. Bila waktu2 macam ni, I teringat kat.....

Best kan?

Perasaan I sekarang lebih kurang macam ni....

Boleh tak datang office macam ni?

comel!

Comel kan google nya icon hari ni.

Tag

Nak update blog, tapi tak de mood. Nantilah ye. Kebetulan kena tag dgn Afiq, jadi I pun buatlah....
Ni hasilnya adik oi!

Bukan senang untuk menulis dengan tangan kiri. Buruk betul tulisan I ni.
Untuk tag kali ni, I tak tag sesiapa pun. Sesiapa rasa nak buat, buatlah ye. he3

Syarat2 Penyertaan.....

1. Tulis dgn menggunakan tgn kiri. If kidal, tgn kanan la ye...

2. Ambik gambar & post kt blog korg..hohoho...
3. Tulis sekali je tau!!! Cannot try2 byk kali.. huhuhu...

4. Jgn lupa utk men'tag' rakan2 anda yg lain, kerana utk memastikan tulisan anda bukanlah yg tercorot!!! Muahahahaha............