Syukur alhamdulillah

Tarikh keramat 11 Nov 2011.

Hari ni, 11 Nov 2012 merupakan ulangtahun perkahwinan kami yang pertama.

Ye kami baru setahun jagung menjalani kehidupan sebagai suami isteri tambahan pula kami juga baru dikurniakan anak yang bakal berumur 2 bulan. Rasa syukur tak terhingga atas segala rezeki yang Allah beri.

Terima kasih kepada suami yang begitu sabar melayan karenah isterimu ini. I love you so much!

Aku berdoa semoga kehidupan kami suami isteri dirahmati. Till death do us apart.


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What the....

Dah tulis panjang lebar nak update blog, secara tak sengaja, tertekan DELETE!!!!!

Sentap!
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Motherhood

Concern friends has been asking me how IS motherhood. Well frankly speaking, the first month was tough-->with body aching, tired, getting use to a routine and still can't believe that the baby I'm holding is MINE! There was few time I referred myself as 'kaklong' when communicating with my baby. lol. After a while, I am getting used to all the changes. Yes I admit that it takes most of of my time just tending her. If before I used to take my own sweet time while shower/eating/etc, but now everything needs to be in record time. Ni pun curi2 masa nak update blog eventhough I didn't get enough sleep this morning. Keisha had blocked nose. I realized it yesterday night when I brought her up to my room (this week am at my parents place) I asked my husband why was she snoring. (It sounds like she was snoring) After checking her, my husband said Keisha had a blocked nose. She was breathing through her mouth, and she was feeling uncomfortable. I was worried and didn't sleep that much as I kept checking on her. Surprisingly, she didn't wake up for her 'breakfast' and I had to wake her up and breast feed her. This morning, we went to Klinik Kanak2 Serena at Bukit Rahman Putra. I've heard that Dr Serena Dass is the best pediatrician around besides Dr Tan (Klinik Pakar Kanak2 Putra) Do Google about Dr Serena. All the nice descriptions suits her, on top of that she is pretty too! I need to monitor Keisha supaya dia tak jatuh sakit. Semua ni tanda2 dia bakal demam. Kesian kan budak kecil sakit.

Si kenit yang montel

Pantang

Resah juga asyik dok terperap je. Ada lah keluar pergi klinik & hospital dan ulang alik ke Sg Buloh/Bangi. Oh tak lupa gak aku ada keluar pergi kedai dengan hubby pergi pilih susu anak. Kaki ni dah kuis2 nak berjalan2 melawat kawasan (shopping complex lah), lamanya tak tengok wayang, lamanya tak makan best2... Yelah masa mengandung aku tak leh makan benda berminyak dan ayam, sekarang keinginan membuak2 nak makan steak dan ayam (Nandos). Dalam pantang juga tiber teringin nak minum air sejuk, just dapat sikit pun jadilah. Sepanjang berpantang, aku rasa pantang aku sangat flexible. Mom n MIL pun tak lah strict sangat bab makan. Cuma since anak kena jaundice, halia dan jamu je aku tak sentuh. Benda lain semua aku makan. Kalau tak silap lepas seminggu bersalin baru aku berurut. Sakit betul badan aku ni. Best giler.... Sepanjang mengandung memang tak berani nak urut sekali dapat pergggghhhhh... aku buat 3 hari. Kalau tak silap masa minggu kedua berpantang aku kena serang demam susu. Cik T bengkak teramat sampai demam mengigil. 3 kali aku kena selang sehari. Pergghh taubat aku pum susu dan kasi anak minum walaupun Cik T tu tengah sakit. Nyilu, pedih semua ada. Setiap kali nak kasi anak menyusu, aku yang fobia. Sakit! Tapi sekarang tak lagi. Dah expert! hahaha cuma production susu ni memang terlampau banyak sampai aku tak larat nak pum. Tapi kena pum gak. Aku cuba start simpan stock, tak berjaya. Sebab asal aku simpan je, aku guna susu tu balik sebab kekadang tu anak aku ni unpredictable. Masa aku tengah mandi, dia boleh lapar. Since lahir sampai sekarang, aku memang selang selikan bf n susu formula. Tapi selagiaku larat, memang aku fully bf anak. Hari selasa depan habis lah 40 hari aku berpantang. Minggu depan aku nak berurut lagi sebab badan aku dah sengal2. Oh Hari rabu nanti anak kena pergi ambil darah lagi untuk check dia punya tiroid pulak. Tak sampai hati aku nak dengar anak menangis masa ambil darah. Bukan sikit ok! Hari tu masa buat ujian air kencing dan darah untuk jaundice, dia punya melalak macam kena dera, aku rasa anak fobia kot beberapa hari....Tersedu sedan dia menangis. So far memang berat aku dah turun ke 65kg. Tapi aku tengah dok risau sebab perut masih tak kempis. Ha3 aku rasa masih ada baby fats lagi. Risau lagi sebab memikirkan adakah baju2 kerja aku tu muat lagi ke tak? Korset PB aku pun tak muat. Macam mana ni. Tiap2 hari pakai bengkung ok! memang jalan mcm pakai kimono. Sampai naik lemas aku. Oh nanti aku nak cuba sapu air limau+kapur tu. Sekarang ni aku pakai krim panas hubby beli dari Jamu Mak Dara. Memang panas ok! Pijar badan aku. Aku suka pakai pilis. Sekarang tak pakai lagilah. Tapi kalau aku sakit2 kepala, aku sapu pilis kat dahi, lega sikit. he3 Tungku pun best, lagi2 orangyang buatkan. Kalo aku buat sendiri tak best! Masa hari ke tujuh, baby cukur rambut. (upacara Taknik) MAsa tu juga kami beri nama. Masa cukur rambut tu, anak rileks je.... Comel lak aku tengok dia masa botak. Masa lahir rambut dia memang lebat ok! tu yang masa pregnant aku geli2 kalo dia bergerak. ha3

Nama saya Keisha Eryna. Mummy cakap saya macam ET.

And finally.......

Syukur alhamdullilah. Baby born on 14 September 2012 at 8.20pm at Putra Medical Centre.

Chronology
10 September 2012
Last weekly checkup. Still no sign of labor. Pintu rahim pun tak buka lagi. So Doctor Ratna suggested to wait until EDD on 12 September 2012. If still no sign of labor, she suggested mummy to be admitted on 13 September 2012 at 10pm to be induced.

11-12 September 2012
Daddy was on standby, brought mummy jalan2, layan craving mummy. Still no sign.

13 September 2012
Went to Ikea, had meatballs, tawaf Ikea, still no sign! At night, mummy get ready to be admitted.

10pm -- Mummy admitted. Had sleepless night because the nurse switched off the aircond sebab mummy share bilik dengan baby yang kena asma. Kesian dia. Eventho mummy berpeluh sakan, tapi sebab mummy kesiankan baby tu, mummy redha.
Nurse buat CTG for 30mins. Daddy temankan mummy until 12am. Everything was ok!

14 September 2012
3am -- Nurse datang untuk masukkan ubat induce. Before that nurse check, still pintu rahim tak buka lagi. Mummy was advised not to move for 2 hours so mummy tried to sleep.

5+am --Mummy terjaga sebab mummy rasa mild contractions. Continue tido2 ayam sampai Subuh. It was raining heavily.

7am -- Breakfast time! Lepas breakfast, mummy mandi and siap2.

9am -- Daddy sampai. Nurse came and checked on mummy. CTG showed mild contractions. Still pintu rahim tak buka lagi so they inserted 2nd ubat induce. Masa ni mummy memang tak selesa langsung sebab kena seluk by 2 nurses. Sakit ok!

12pm -- Mummy ajak daddy jalan2 kat wad. Tapi kena 'marah' dengan Doctor Ratna. Mummy jalan sebab pinggang mummy dah sakit dan mummy penat asyik terbaring je. he3
Mummy pelik kenapa semua orang dapat lunch pack tapi mummy tak dapat. Mummy dah lapar sangat. Daddy tanya nurse and nurse tanya doctor. Nasib baik diorg kasi mummy makan kalo takdah tentu mummy mengamuk. he3 Masa ni mummy dah rasa contractions. tapi masih boleh tahan. Requested dekat daddy mummy nak paru sambal dan air laici. Perggghhh kenyang mummy!

4+pm -- Doctor Ratna datang. Check pintu rahim dah buka 1cm. Then dia masukkan like a tube untuk pecahkan air ketuban. Mummy rasa macam belon air yang dipecahkan. Habis lenjun mummy. Lepas tu mummy pergi toilet, keluar lagi air ketuban. Memang banyak. Mummy dah geli sebab kain mummy dah basah kuyup. Lepas setengah jam, nurse datang nak masukkan air, but they decided to push me straight to labor room.

5+pm -- Mummy dah rasa contractions. Masa ni mummy boleh tahan lagi. Nurse pasang CTG machine sebab mummy cakap mummy rasa nak buang air besar. Yet when the nurse checked, pintu rahim baru buka 4cm. Oh mummy tanya boleh makan tak sebab mummy dah lapar. Nurse kate tak boleh.

6+pm -- Contractions makin kuat. Mummy dah tak tahan. Daddy cuba tenangkan mummy. Macam2 ayat mummy baca. Ibu masuk masa daddy keluar uruskan pemindahan bilik. Mummy dah nangis2 sebab sakit teramat sangat. Doctor Ratna check, pintu rahim masih dekat 4cm, doctor suggested mummy ambil epidural sebab mummy dah terlampau stress. Mummy tanya daddy. Memang mummy dah tak tahan sakit, contractions selang sesaat and CTG showed it reached 100. So daddy signed the approval form. Masa doctor bius datang explain, mummy dah sakit sangat, mummy suruh dia cepat! He was a funny guy. Siap boleh buat lawak. Bila epidural dicucuk kat tulang belakang mummy, mummy rasa lega teramat sangat. Terus hilang rasa sakit dan mummy pun hiiiiiiiiiii. Masa tu mummy rasa ngantuk, rasa terapung, dan siap buat lawak dekat nurse masa kena seluk. ha3

Lepas maghrib -- Nurse datang checked pintu rahim mummy dah buka 8cm. Tunggu Doctor Ratna dan daddy yang tengah sembahyang. While waiting, mummy memang tengah layan perasaan, dozed off few times. Bila daddy dan Doctor Ratna datang, bermulalah episod kelahiran.

Around 8.20pm-- First push mummy ok, tapi bila teran kali kedua dan ketiga, mummy dah lemah, so Doctor Ratna kena pakai vacuum untuk keluarkan baby. Rasanya masa teran yang ketujuh, baby pun keluar. Sepanjang meneran ni, memang mummy tak rasa sakit pun. Even masa baby keluar. Masa Doctor Ratna tarik baby keluar, mummy tgk. Tapi masa tu baby tak nangis. Mummy tgk apa nurse buat. Tak sanggup mummy tgk, nurse masukkan tiub bagai sebab baby dah terminum air ketuban. Badan baby pun dah turn blue. Mummy tgk daddy. Masa yang sama, nurse masukkan ubat dalam drip mummy. The last thing I remembered, I heard baby cried, and I dozed off. Mummy ada sedar2 ayam, masa Doctor Ratna jahit mummy, masa nurse salin pakaian mummy. Then Mummy rasa dalam 45minit lepas tu mummy terjaga keseoragan. Mummy tekan butang panggil nurse. Nurse suruh mummy rehat dulu, nanti dia akan tolak mummy ke bilik. Then mummy minta air nak minum. Selang 5 minit mummy minum, mummy rasa tak sedap, rasa nak muntah. Panggil nurse, rupanya dia pergi ambil plastik. Tapi mummy tak leh tahan, terus mummy muntah kat lantai. Oh masa ni, mummy memang tak leh jalan sebab effect epidural tu tak hilang lagi. Berapa kali mummy minta maaf kat nurse sebab kotorkan labour room! ha3

Then the nurses wheel me to the room. But still mummy tak leh jumpa baby lagi, doctor suruh mummy berehat. And the best part, soalan favourite mummy, "Boleh makan ke?" Nasib baik nurse kate boleh. Tapi sebelum tu mummy minta ubat gastrik sebab perut mummy dah masuk angin.

Ibu temankan mummy dalam bilik while daddy pergi tgk baby. Mummy teringin nak tgk, tapi sebab mummy pun dah macam lalok, tengah makan pun mummy boleh terlelap, daddy suruh mummy rehat je. Daddy tunjuk gambar baby je. The best part mummy boleh terlelap masa lepas makan ubat. Memang tak sedar sampai ke pagi. Daddy tidur2 ayam sebab jaga mummy.

15 September 2012
Cuaca mendung macam nak hujan. Mummy rasa cergas. Seperti biasa mummy cari makanan dulu. Lapar kan. Then nurse datang cabutkan tiub air kencing mummy. Since mummy pun dah penat terbaring je, mummy cuba bangun, kesan epidural dah hilang. So mummy pun siap2 mandi semua. Masa tu memang terasa sengal2 lah. Mummy tgk perut gelebeh semacam. Then nurse bawa baby masuk. Tulah first time mummy pegang baby. Nurse suruh mummy bf baby. Tak sua pun, baby pandai cari! First time bf, kekok. Tapi baby managed to hisap.

Then Doctor Ratna datang, check mummy. Dia tanya dah buang air besar and air kecil. Memandangkan semua ok, doktor kate kite boleh balik!

1 day old.

At 40 weeks+

Well, by right my EDD was yesterday, 12 September 2012. But there were no signs of labour. Except last Friday, I had 2 times contractions, 3 hours apart and that was it. On Monday, 10 September 2012 was the last checkup. Doc said, wait for EDD. If still there is no sign, I will be admitted tonite at 10pm, and will be induced at 3am. As most friends said that force labour is more painful than normal labour. I hope I can deliver normally. Well, that's all for now. Will blog again when I have the time.

Anita Sarawak - Bisikkanlah Cinta (VC Karaoke)

Kisah kad raya

Tahun ni, pertama kali aku tak terima sebarang kad raya dari sesiapa pun. Kalo dulu, aku dgn kawan2 selalu tukar kad2 raya, pakai kad raya office. Ala suka2 je. Tapi sekarang zaman dh makin canggih, bbm,whatsapp,fb kan ada. Tulis je kat wall lepas tu ko tag. Ha3
Ni ada satu kenangan pasal kad raya masa zaman sekolah. Tahun lepas masa aku tengah packing2 semua barang aku untuk preparation kahwin, aku terjumpa satu kad raya pemberian classmate aku. Masa aku dapat dari dia, memang tergelak besar aku di buat nya.

P/S: alasan (Jinjang) Joe kasi kad ni sebab dia tak jumpa kad raya yang biasa.

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Jantung berdegup kencang

My 2nd entry for today. Seperti sahur2 sebelum ni, aku pasti akan muntah2 dulu baru leh sumbat makanan. Tp pagi tadi memang lain. Muntah dan tiber jantung berdegup kencang. Aku pun rehat lah kejap. Even masa rehat pun leh rasa something not right. Terbangun pukul 8pagi, still rasa heartbeat sangat laju, smp leh rasa darah shoot ke kepala. I cuci muka, trus pergi panel klinik.
Smp sana, 2 kali I rasa pitam. Doc check bp ok, but my heartbeats very fast so doc trus refer ke hsptl. Actually my gynae kat Sg Buloh, tp I tak sanggup nak harungi jem, so we opt to go to Hsptl Serdang.
Smp sana, trus pergi emergency labour. Pak guard kerek tak kasi hubby parking kejap kat tempat 'on call' opposite the emergency. Apa ko xnmpk ke aku tgh sakit, ko expect hubby parking jauh2 ke. Songeh tul!
Masa pendaftaran amik masa dalam 5min. Trus nama aku kena panggil masuk dlm bilik penilaian. Actually ni first time aku pergi govt. hsptl so rasa freak out tu memang ada.
Masa kat dalam tu, adalah elderly nurse ni dok tanya aku sakit apa. Eh ko ni, kan ada referral letter, tp dok tanya aku. Smp ada nurse sorang tu sound, bacalah surat tu. Then elderly nurse tu minta alamat. Aku blur. Tadi kat depan masa registration kan dah kasi alamat, ko minta aku lagi nape. Aku jawab tak tahu, sebab baru pindah Bangi. So dia check dalam system. Kan senang.
Then lepas kecoh2 tu, aku disuruh buat kencing. Damn, aku baru je kencing! Lama gak lah aku dalam toilet untuk mengencingkan diri. Lepas tu, ada lah nurse yg friendly suruh aku baring dekat one of the empty bed.
Lama gak lah aku tunggu apa dorg nak buat. Mula2 dia pasang monitor hear beat baby for 20mins. Kuat giler bunyi! Kebetulan ada doc (aku rasa masih praktikal kot) dtg interview aku. Pun macam kerek2 sikit. Tp sebab aku dah mcm short of breath, aku malas nak sentap dgn dia. Dia tanya aku, waktu tido, brapa byk bantal aku pakai. Aku jwb, dkt kepala aku pakai 2. Dia tanya kenapa? Kalo ikutkan nak je jwb suka hati aku lah nak brapa bantal, tp sbb kan aku ni masih waras, aku jawab aku selesa begitu.
Then MO pun dtg. Dia dok tekan2 perut aku. Oh btw, baby memang dah engaged kat laluan pertama. Lepas tu friendly nurse dtg, buat ECG and amik blood. Lepas procedures tu semua, lama gak lah aku tunggu smp tertido.
Gynae dtg, tekan lagi perut aku. Dia tgk result, semua ok. But next time, kalo jantung kencang dia suruh terus dtg emergency. Jgn tunggu.
They suspected due to gastric. Gynae suggest suruh buat check up lepas bersalin. But yet it doesn't solve the jantung kencang tu. Mmm tak pelah. Rehat jelah nak buat mcm ne.
Tp masa amik MC mmg aku sentap. Gynae ckp nak kasi 3 hari, tp aku dpt sehari je! Oklah takpe, sebab next week pun aku cuti raya lama.
So secara kesimpulan, actually service di govt hsptl memang ok, but only segelintir je yg kerek2 tu.
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36 minggu dan nama anak

Sapa ikut Olimpik baru2 ni? Aku sejak dok dgn FIL, memang ikut lah sebab satu family ni memang minat sports. Tak kira apa acara pun, asal ada Malaysian team, pasti tengok.
Dan bila kita semua sangka kan Malaysia hanya dapat 1 pingat perak dari LCW, tak disangka Malaysia berjaya mengumpul pingat gangsa di saat penghujung acara dari acara terjun. Memang terkejut lah kan. Jadi sekarang Pandelela Rinong Pamg tu jadi wirawati negara. Mestilah sebagai rakyat Malaysia, aku pun tumpang sekaki gembira dengan kejayaan dia.
Nak dijadikan cerita, hari ni genap 36 minggu. Aku harap baby sabar2 lah ye nak lihat dunia. Kalo boleh aku nak 'sempedek' lauk pauk raya! Lepas tu kalau baby dah tak tahan sangat, silalah. Ha3. Dari mula aku mengandung sampai sekarang, bila ditanya kat hubby nak kasi nama apa kat anak, macam2 nama kelakar dia sebut. Mula2 dulu Siti Aminah.
No offend, but can't it be some other name? So kitorg (aku dan adik2 ipar) sukalah guna nama tu referring to the baby's name. Tapi sejak Pandelela jadi femes, tiber hubby nak tukar nama anak ke Siti Pandelela. Tergelak2 semua orang! Depan FIL aku ckp kat hubby, nanti nak daftar nama anak, papa kena ikut. You ni bukan leh caya, kang taruk nama anak apa2 lah. Adik ipar aku, Wan pun cakap, abang tu bukan leh caya tu. Ha3
Ekceli, sampai skrg aku tak tahu what's in hubby's mind. Aku nak nama mcm unik2 sikit, tp hubby nak yg simple2 je. Kite tunggu dan lihat je lah nanti...
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In 4 weeks time

Salam Ramadhan semua. Syukur kita dapat bersua pada Ramadhan tahun ini. Puasa tak? As for me, walau tengah sarat, I cuba gak berpuasa. As at to date, baru tinggal 2 hari. Lately, tiap2 minggu kesihatan diri tak begitu mengizinkan. Cuma I harap kalo baby dah tak sabar nak keluar lihat dunia, tunggu lah lepas raya pertama. I nak makan lauk raya dulu. He3.
My EDD is on 12 Sept. But nampak gaya mungkin awal, mungkin juga on EDD. Entah, tak tahu lah. I terima je bila2 pun. Btw, first time raya as husband and wife ni, I tak buat banyak preparation pun. My main focus is on preparing for delivery. My husband will be wearing the baju melayu worn during our nikah, and as for me, even tho I bought new blouses for Raya, I dah pakai dulu sebab takut tak sempat pakai. Ha3. I wanted to buy like a jubah for Raya, tapi asyik dok postpone je. Very hesitate sebab takut tak muat!
As for my baby, even until today, she is very active inside my womb. Memang terasa lah 'jolt' bila tiba2 she decide to stretch. Setiap kali scan, tak de satu pun gambar decent! Pasti nak bergerak je. What's important, my baby is healthy!

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Hatchooooo

Ya allah, giler berzaman tak update blog. Banyak dah spiderweb... Bukan apa, sejak mendirikan rumah tangga ni, masa banyak habis dekat jalan raya. Pagi2 dah bangun macam nak pergi sekolah, malam baru balik. Bila sampai rumah, rehat2 jap lepas tu terus tidur.... Dengan kesibukan kerja, bukan macam dekat office lama, boleh je update blog masa kerja. he3 Banyak yang hendak dituliskan. Sekarang ni rasa macam dah 'stabil' untuk mem-blog kembali. Even ada smart phone pun, I tak serajin mana nak update blog. ha3. Pending updates on my wedding. Nanti nak buat special entry just for it. Nak berterima kasih kepada banyak pihak. (Ayat skema) Apa yang terbaru eh? Jengjengjeng.... hagak2nya apa? Bila tak kahwin, orang tanya bila nak kahwin. Bila dah kahwin, orang tanya, bila nak ada anak.... Jengjengjeng...

Syukur alhamdullilah, I dan suami dikurniakan rezeki dari Yang Maha Esa selepas sebulan kami mendirikan rumah tangga. Reszeki uols. I pun terkejut. Tapi I memang 'mengharapkan' pun sebab umur I tahun ni dah 30. Ya allah, mak dah 30 uols! Macam tak caya je. he3 Jadi bermulalah episode morning sickness sehinggalah tahap menyesuaikan perubahan hormon sepanjang tempoh tersebut. Sekarang dah masuk ke bulan ke-enam, kadang2 masih ada sickness, kadang2 mabuk2 udara, kadang2 berasa tidak selesa dan banyak lagi. During the first 4 months was the worst moment in my life. I had to endure the sickness which was so bad, I was admitted to hospital twice due to dehydration. I tried to think positively, enjoy the moment of being pregnant, but, yeah I do look worst during that time! Goodbye high heels, trendy work clothes, I changed it to flat and maternity clothing. I even changed my headscarf, I don't like to put on make up, I was soooooo UGLY at that time. I can't do housework, I was so lazy and gets tired easily. I can't stand the 'cooking' aroma, detergents, even the body wash I used to use before. I had fever all the time, vomiting all the time, oh I can't eat oily food and CHICKEN! When ever I found a comfort food, it only lasts for a week, then I will have to change it until my body can accept the food I ate. What else? oh ya, the back pain was painful! Fuhhhhh... But syukur, now I am ok! I finally managed to look after myself, dress up nicely! Barulah ada ghope orang mengandung. I am enjoying every moment, day by day, excited to feel the movement of my baby especially after meal and during my bed time. Everytime during check up, I can't wait for the moment during the scan time, where I can see HER move, see HER in weird positions! There was one time, SHE was in idon'tknowwhat position, that's when I found out HER gender. Syukur. I was excited, and I can't wait to buy all the flowery and cute stuffs for her! Insya allah, I hope I will have a smooth journey through out the rest of the final trisemester, and I don't mind gaining weight and being out of shape and looking not pretty! Yup, I am HUGE and not so pretty! He3. Tak pe, nanti during confinement, kena kasi betul2 dan tak lupa korset kan ada! ha3