In dilemma

Lately since the past few months, I've been doing some thinking. MAJOR decision making. I was actually thinking about MY future.

To be or not to be
&
To do or not to do

Firstly it's regarding my career.
I haven't submitted my application to MIA yet! It's just a matter of time (everything has been compiled). So if my application been approved, I am a qualified chartered accountant. OK lah. But to tell you the truth, sometimes I feel feed up doing accounting and payroll. It's the same thing every month. But sometimes I feel so proud of myself when I managed to solve problems. I feel in control. My responsibilities have grown and now manages another person. "She continues to improve herself by having a positive attitude of learning new things and rising to the challenge" testimonial from my boss. Yes, I do love challenges. But is this what I really want? When I am looking at myself, for the past 7 years, I am a workaholic & M-O-N-E-Y is my main concern! I am too obsessed to climb the corporate leader. The higher I climb, the bigger the responsibilities.
My all time dream job is to become an auditor. It's too late now. Tak sanggup dah I nak keje lewat malam, nak siapkan report! Macam sotong kurita ok keje! At least my current job sekarang ni, boleh lagi I tangani segala masalah 'negara'.
Tu lah manusia ni memang tak pernah puas dengan rezeki yang ada. Tu lah dilema I sekarang. I macam dah BOSAN makan gaji. I dah bosan dengan rutin. Takkan sampai tua nak buat benda yang memang dah menjadi kepakaran kita kan. mmm...

Secondly, I am thinking to get involve into business!
Ni memang dah lama I dok fikir2 sampai lebam. Impian nak ada stesyen minyak macam ayah dulu. Yelah I besar dalam suasana masa ayah berniaga dulu. By 12, I knew the business process/flow. I knew so many valuable things and the fun part was, I get paid for what I did for the business. Tak lah terus buat decision making, but the opportunity to work for my dad doing all the clerical stuffs at the age of 14, memang best! Imagined at that age, I knew what is a purchase order, an invoice, statement of accounts, etc.... Oh the part I like most was the time when dad opened the SAFE and we calculate the $$$ to be bank in for the day! Around that teenage years, I was immune with the $$$ smell! I love it so much, actually tak heran pun tengok duit banyak! Tapi nak buka steyen minyak perlukan modal yang sangat besar. Selain itu lokasi pun kena strategik barulah best! Insya allah, one day! One day akan ku usahakan memiliki sebuah stesyen minyak.
I suka baca satu blog ni. I baca mula2 macam ne dia ni (anak orang kaya pun) terjebak dalam business. OMG her monthly income is equivalent to my 1 year pay! Geram je I tengok kan. Dia shopping tak hengat! Lepas tu yang best nya, dia kerja from home! Have time for her children. I nak jadi macam dialah. Tengoklah macam ne kan. Nanti nak set appointment nak jumpa dia.

OK tu je... I nak berangan jap jadi macam dia! Malas nak keje. ha3

Sunburn

Hakikat orang macam I yang burkulit agak tidak cerah dan tidak gelap ni senang sangat kena sunburn. Beauty regime I memang kena ada sunblock. Kalo tidak, memang terbakar lah kulit muka ni. Tapi I memang perasan setiap kali I pergi bersantai di tepi pantai atau melakukan sebarang aktiviti di laut, pasti terkena sunburn yang teruk walaupun sudah sapu sunblock SFP 30. I nak tunjuk evolusi (ceh ayat tak boleh blah) sebelum, semasa dan selepas...Dalam masa kurang dari seminggu, semua nya pulih seperti biasa.

p/s: will story about the new product I've been using for the past 5 months....

Movie lagi

Oh I really enjoyed watching Inception! Yes, it's a complicated movie -- architecture of the mind. Memang best lah! tak rugi tengok. So those who wanted to watch this kind of movie, make sure you are not stress or tired. ha3. This movie needs you to think!

p/s: the casts semua elok2 buatannya. ha3

I love magic kind of movie such as Harry Potter, Merlin etc. I've watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice. My comment, so so only! But I really like the fact that this movie relates to Merlin. ha3. Apa lagi cik kak, Google lah cari info.

p/s: Nicolas Cage in this kind of movie--nah!

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Tioman @ ABC

Finally

Secara hakikat, memang I dah tak sabar nak ke sana..... Tapi hari ni ada isu pasal Coral Lifeline.
Harap2 masih ada tempat yang kami boleh snorkeling. Hari ni lepas kerja, nak singgah Giant sekejap sebab dalam banyak2 benda yang I prepare terlupa nak beli snorkeling gear (memang boleh sewa, tapi gelilah kan sharing). My friend aka professional diver kate, boleh beli kat Giant je. Yang murah2 cukup. Tak payah mahal2 sangat.

Baiklah... tunggulah ye gambar2 dari I & rakan2. Tentulah kami akan enjoy ourselves there! Percutian ini memang dah lama di rancang dari masa kami convo lagi. Tapi barulah hari ni menjadi realiti.

p/s: bye2 busyuk!

Buy 1 Get 1 Free

Yeah! I received vouchers from O'Briens's buy 1 get 1 free (sandwich & coffee) few weeks ago. I can't remember where I get it from. While I was tidying up my desk, I found the vouchers in my tray and it's expiring yesterday. So I decided to use the vouchers. I went to the one in The Curve (which is convenient to me) and coincidentally I bumped into an old friend of mine. So I had the sandwiches and the coffee there and then.

The vouchers
The buy 1 Get 1 Free-Sandwiches

The buy 1 Get 1 Free-mocha

Actually I am not a fan of O'Briens sandwiches because it's too pricey. I prefer Subway though!

I have nothing....

This is for company's profile. They required me to write a CV of myself. Seriously I have no idea what to write. Nothing to 'impress'. Eventhough I've been working for 7 yrs already, but I considered baru setahun jagung. 4 years in accounting & auditing line. 2 years in administration. I was browsing some public listed company's profile and I felt so inexperienced. Giler power diorg punya CV. Siap ada double first class hons degree lagi!
My friend cakap, my CV kenalah ada my mission & vision sebab dah management level, takkan nak tulis cikai2 jekan. Tapi memang tak tau apa nak tulis. Bila waktu macam ni lah terperasan, I dah simpan my application tu lama sangat. Dok peram jadi pekasam. Tadi, I forward email kat my superior. 2 of them. I dah dapat testimonial from one of them. Tinggal lagi sorang. Once done, memang I terus submit!
Insya allah, in few months time, boleh lah I add this--> ...is a chartered member of the Malaysian Institute of Accountants. I think this sentence says it all.

Hello Ladies!

Cloud 9

Today's mood
1/4 here
3/4 already there.........

Movie tyme

1. Toy Story 3
The ending was touching...

2. Despicable Me
Hilarious!

3. Ong Bak 3
si dia's fav. kind of movie.... To many killings!

4. Knight & Day
OKlah....

5. The Twilight Saga:Eclipse
OMG, Jacob is soooooooooooo.....he3

Countdown

Hi people, it has been a WEEK. I know! I miss blogging so much. Very tight up with work...
Oh just to let you know..... V.A.C.A..T.I.O.N.

Yes, I am going vacation to one of the beautiful beaches in Malaysia. Blue sea, clear sky...I really can't wait to unwind! I can hear the ocean, I can feel the fresh & salty air, I am seeing myself in my swimsuit, snorkeling, island hoping, chilling etc.... Bestnya!
Since it will take approximately 5 hrs to reach the jetty and another 1.5hrs to reach the island, my friend suggested that we pack light but making sure we bring all the essentials! Hopefully it will not rain on the days we are there.

Checklist.
I am bringing few of these....
not forgetting this....

http://www.bajurenang.com/baju_mandi_muslimah_slim_fit/index.htm

Essentials...

not forgetting personal products.

And I'll pack everything in this...

all photos are from Google image unless stated otherwise.

Elllllaaaaaaaaaaa

Sepanjang Konsert Ella di Istana Budaya pada 2 Jul 2010 bersama-sama G7+2




Verdict: Ella's performance was SUPERB & ENERGETIC! Eventhough she is already reaching 44 years old, she REALLY can sing LIVE & ROCK! I was stunned!! Tak de cacat cela langsung. Suara dia perggghhhh! Really enjoyed myself there!

mm...

aku pernah baca blogger lain tulis pasal anonymous comment ni. selama aku ber-blog, aku tak pernah restrict sesiapa saja nak comment, tapi kalo dah comment yang sangat 'tidak berpendidikan', aku terpaksa menyekat setiap comment yang masuk. kan aku dah pesan awal2, blog aku ni, adalah mengenai AKU! bukan ko, bukan dia. AKU! ko faham tak? Kalo tak suka, aku pun tak suruh ko baca dan apatah lagi nak suruh ko comment kan. oh lagi satu, kenapa lah ko yang bodoh sangat (selamba jekan panggil aku bodoh). ko cuba baca betul2, apa aku tulis. tulah baca melulu ikut perasan benci. semua cite aku adalah berkisahkan perasaan aku. kalo aku marah pun, aku salahkan diri aku. aku tau aku tak perfect. tapi sekadar menulis.
aku rasa aku tau sapa yang comment ni. tapi tak baik syak wasangka. aku cuba berfikiran positive. sebab orang berpendidikan macam AKU takkan bersikap macam dia. aku pun tak tau dia sakit tang mana kat aku. phD. Oh, ko memang pengecut!
Sekian....

p/s: cermin2lah diri tu. kalo tak de cermin, meh sini aku belikan.
p/s/s: maaf lah kalo ko tu ada sakit hati dengan aku. tapi aku tak taulah apa masalah ko. tak puas hati, face to face lah dengan aku ye. aku rasa ko ni mentally insane!

The Plan

OMG. Suddenly I freaked out. Well, last Sunday, I went (again) to Pameran Pengantin @ Mid Valley with Mom & siblings. (oh lately si dia is busy over the weekends). This time around, the Pameran does not look so GRAND as last year. I stopped at this one 'Card' stall.

Lady: Bila majlis, Dik?
Me: Oh tahun depan kak. Tengok2 je
Lady: Eh, awak patutnya dah make up your mind tau. Dah boleh booking apa2 yang patut. Setiap tahun harga barang naik. Contoh macam kad jemputan. Kalo awak berkenan, awak bayar deposit dulu dalam RM10-20, nanti kita bincang kat office.
Me: Oh boleh ke kak? Walaupun majlis tahun depan.
Lady: Yelah. Nanti kad yang awak berkenan tu silap2 lagi mahal. Kad ni semua standard je dik. Lagilah awak booking masa pameran. Murah sikit.
Me: Tak pelah kak. Akhir tahun ni kan ada lagi Pameran Pengantin. Jangan risau, saya ni pengunjung setia dari tahun lepas. ha3
Lady: OK. Tapi jangan lepaskan peluang tau.

I walked away from her stall and started thinking. mmm I realized I haven't started on ANYTHING! At night, I told si dia about what the lady said. Well we need to start booking!!!!

Oklah. tak bohong, actually I already started hall hunting. Nak buat appointment nak pergi tengok tempat2 yang di shortlisted. Boleh lah. Sejak ada assistant ni, boleh lah nak bercuti. I sangat puas hati dengan dia.


p/s: ada tak orang buat wedding kat Dewan Sri Budiman, UiTM Shah Alam?

It's not safe anymore

Still at a shocking state. I was awaken by the commotion made by my dad and brothers. I opened my room door and saw everybody was awake and holding 'something'. Still at a blurry stage, I asked them what happened. My younger brother said, there was somebody on the roof. I asked again, how did he know. He replied, our neighbor called mother that she heard somebody on the roof. My brothers all very protective and they check every corner of our house and knocking the ceilings. It was obvious that there was somebody on the roof. Since the roof structure was so high and it was dark, we were unable to catch any glimpse of that somebody. Mother called the guard. 2 guards came and inspect the surrounding area.
When dad said everything is ok, I went back to my room to continue what I was doing--SLEEPING, and again I heard like somebody was running! It does not sound like an animal kind of running, but it is more like a human running away. I get out from my room and sat in my parents room for awhile.
Stupid robbers!

Oh Harry!

I am soooooooooooo excited!