::a true friend::

A true friend never walks away

A true will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets

Like a precious gift

A true friend is there for you

To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile

Tries to replace that frown

They may not always succeed

But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open

This heart for you does care

And when I think you need me

I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears

I promise not to laugh

Comfort your falling tears

I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart

I'll always hold you dear

Even when we're miles apart

Even when you're here
I hope I am to you

Everything you are to me

For the friendship we have

Is a special one indeed.

~housekeeping~

well today is housekeeping day at office - archiving all the files. coz out of space. started since morning, and now i am so tired and HUNGRY!! I had my lunch at the new restaurant - CAFE KUNYIT. tak sedap.. so tasteless.. then i went to Secret Recipe and bought a carrot slice. nyum3... to tell you the truth i hate doing housekeeping, coz i am prone to injure myself especially my delicate fingers. i did not realized that i cut my fingers. haha.. darah mengalir. siut je. now few of my fingers all covered with the hansaplast. *ngada sungguh*

but sometimes i wonder.. if i can put such effort to spring clean my office, y cant i do the same to my room? haha.. i think it is because the ambiance. here we do it gotong royong, but at home..i have to do it alone. but during the new year's holidays, i manged to throw everything that i don't need. especially the clothes that has been hagging in the closet for so long and i don't bother wearing it. I realized that are few new clothes that i havent wear and i still complain that i have nothing to wear. ha3 keep the best for last!

{CNY Lunch}

It has been a tradition that every CNY, my company will organize a luncheon for the staffs and independent directors/whoever the bosses thinks to invite. My first luncheon was when I first join in 2007. We had our lunch at China Treasure Restaurant, Sime Darby Convention Cnetre. I will always look forward for this luncheon because well… you know I can’t resists when there is GOOD food being served for FREE. Usually there will be 2 luncheons-one from the company and the other one is from our Investment Manager. Since I took over the administration work, I will ask my boss to go some other place. Last year we went to Maju Palace. The food was marvelous. But it was so crowded. So this year around I proposed that we go to PJ Hilton, but my boss said try China Treasure. I was stunned. He said we never been there. Ha? Oklah whatever lah boss. There is one place that worth going, Lai Po Heen at Mandarin Oriental. But it is so difficult to get a table and furthermore it is far from our office. (Anyway, our Investment Manager will only go to Oriental Pearl at Bukit Kiara Equestrian & Country Resort. The food there, boleh tahanlah. The same every year)
Talking about food suddenly make me feel hungry. My sandwich taste bitter out of sudden.

//long weekends\\

24-27 Jan 2009
I love holidays especially the long weekends. Don’t you think so? It’s the time when you can do so many things. Just to share with you what I was doing.

Friday-23/1/2009
OK, you know the feel of Pre-Holiday? I can’t really concentrate at work. So I was lazing around doing nothing at all. As usual, the best actress goes to me. After 3 weeks of hard work… I need a break. Nothing much happened.

Saturday-24/1/2009
I was looking forward for that Saturday because I have a DATE! Hihi…A bit nervous but everything went smoothly. Mmm what should I write? As for conclusion, WE really enjoyed ourselves. (kasi suspense-tak nak cite panjang…rahsia) Just a snippet-watch MOVIES (IP Man, Brides War), bought story books (Sophie Kinsella's & Cecilia Ahern's), window shopping, etc

Sunday-25/1/2009
I went to SP with my siblings. We watched Bedtime Story, went to the Arcade and have lunch oh and SHOPPING. Everything was on sale. Good bargain, I can’t resists. I was thinking to go ice skating, but I really can’t stand the cold. I was too tired of walking at MV the day before. Then we went to Ikano, where I bought books for my siblings. At night I started to read Sophie Kinsella's book-Confessions of a Shopaholic! There will be a movie of this story. (I know it's outdated, but I dont care) I only took a day to finish reading. ha3

Monday-26/1/2009
I went to SPA with my best friend. 6 hrs treatment! Man we were so hungry by the time we finished. We did body scrub, Jacuzzi, body massage, sauna and sauna facial. I really enjoyed the massage session. The facial was a bit too painful for me. But overall I am satisfied. Then we grabbed our lunch cum dinner at Sushi King then headed towards Atie’s condo. We talked, gossip, watch Friends etc. At night, I watched Narnia-borrowed from Atie, and started reading the second book I bought. Slow progress.

Tuesday-27/1/2009
I totally forgot I have an appointment with my insurance agent and sent my mother to lunch appointment. Thousand apologies. So my mom went alone, and I rescheduled the appointment. We met at A&W PJ. Then I went to UiTM to do some revision. I managed to cover Risk & Return chapter. Ha3 At night, I watched Harry Porter. haha

That all!

*it's freaking me out*

i was having a 'mother-daughter' chat yesterday. well she asked me about the ex-guy i be friend with. i think to myself, how to tell her. how? i just brief her because i don't want her asking me 1001 Q. she said no wonder i so down at that time. i said yeah! then she said well move on, why is it so difficult for me to stay in a relationship? i answered i have no idea. probably it is my faith. then she reminded me of my promise. i did promise to my parents about settling down in 2007. that time was because they wanted to introduce me to my childhood friend. oh puh-lez..match-making? i mean, we are living in the 21st century. i sort of 'warned' my parents not to interfere with my personal life. let me find my own love. so they said OK, we will wait for you to finish your study, then we will discuss about this.

i am going to be 27 this coming march. it scares me to death thinking 'i-am-above-25-n-below 30' i just cant believe that i am an ADULT. sometimes i feel like a teenager. how time flies.

~cuba~

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu
Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati
Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa
Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu
Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu
Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri
Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa
Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu
Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar...
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku
Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

*perut sakit*

I always have trouble trying out new food or sometimes even the same food I take. For instance yesterday I had nasi, daging masak merah, sup ekor, telur dadar, timun and some sambal belacan for dinner. After 10 mins, i felt my stomach is burning inside. I knew something is not right but I did not bother it too much. I am not used taking heavy meal at night but yesterday I was forced to eat by mom. She said, 'penat tau ibu order kat kedai' oklah.. I pun makan sikit. So after struggling trying to finish the rice (just a small portion), i felt like i need to go to the toilet. so i sat in the toilet tying to 'ease' but nothing. my stomach kept 'growling'. i kept myself hydrated. but then it makes me wanted to go for a loo every few minutes. haha.. it was a long nite yesterday. then at 2am, i decided to sleep eventhough i am not that sleepy. and i accidentally woke up at 9am because my stomach is giving me the 'signal' but nothing happened. so i had my breakfast, and again the same thing happened.

after few rounds of the trip to the toilet, at last I manged to 'ease' myself. i assumed it is empty by then but it is still 'growling'

arrggghhh...what went wrong!